But I have to look at the cost. These precious hours are spent on analyzing, trading, calculating stocks. Is that meaningful? Does it help me to achieve my mission of

Learn,
and Serve?
Should I put those hours into growing the schools and companies?
Should I put those hours into writing that might have a wide audience?
Should I put those hours into research that can benefit the world?
Should I put those hours into cello and enjoy the beauty of music?
Should I put those house into exercise so I felt more energetic and healthy?
Don't know, but maybe searching for meaning is the meaning we've been searching.